Untitled, Apparently.

How does one go about;

Forgetting something.

Forgiving and Forgetting.

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I don’t like this time of year.

5/19/13…Expect Us.

We are the Anonymous.

We are Legion.

We do not Forgive, and we do NOT Forget.

Expect Us.

Dude.

APPEARANCE
[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[/] I think I’m ugly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[/]I wish my hair was a different colour.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[] I have a tattoo
[/] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday.
[] I want to adopt someday.
[x] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[] I’m in school
[] I have a job.
[] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[] I’ve stolen something from my job
[] I’ve been fired.

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

[x] I’ve glued my hand to something

[x] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

[x] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I’ve gotten stitches.
[] I’ve broken a bone.
[] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING
[] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.

[] I’ve been on a plane.
[] I’ve been to Canada.
[] I’ve been to Mexico.
[] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[] I’ve been to Japan.
[] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I’ve been to Europe.
[] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
[] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I’ve been to a casino.
[] I’ve been skydiving.
[] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been Skiing
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.

[] I’ve gotten divorced

[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[x] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

HONESTY
[] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[] I’ve cheated on a test.
[] I’ve been suspended from school.


BAD TIMES
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[x] I can’t swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I have been diagnosed with anorexia or bullimia.
[] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.

DEATH
[] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I’ve seen someone dying.

MATERIALISM
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with ellie goulding
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

RANDOM
[] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I obsess over grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[] I love Spam.
[] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[x] I can cook.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, black or blue.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[/] I am in love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

Life has taken a new direction; for better, not worse.

Goodbye sweetheart, this time it’s forever.

; Change can be good, right? Well, this time it is definately for better. Two months ago, I said goodbye for good. And I feel happier, more positive and definately don’t regret this choice I’ve made.You’re not worth the effort.

You need to learn from your mistakes. Not hold onto regret forever.

I don’t hold grudges, but man I wish I could sometimes! Let’s not start a war.

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Live by the day.

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I need to do these things, for me, for us, for life;

• Clean new place.
• Get carpet fitted.
• Get furniture.
• Settle in.
• Make it look pretty.

We need this.

Something of an upsetting nature :-(

My name is Chris

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren’t ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can’t do a wrong

I can’t speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren’t home

When my mommy does come home

I’ll try and be nice,

So maybe i’ll just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie’s bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

I’m so afraid now

I’m starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

He’s already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

“I’m sorry!”, I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Brawled on the floor

My name is chris

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me top the soul,

And if you read this

and don’t pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness

Because you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be effected

By this Poem

And because you are effected,

Do something about it!

So all I ask you to do

Is pass this on!

If your against child Abuse